times in life

there are those times in my life,

when I felt like a complete failure,

like I've done something utterly bad,

and I saw not even a glimpse of hope to fix it,

but life goes on,

when I hurt my friend, and push them away,

I felt like I've lost hope in life, 

that people will hate me for what I've done,

but life goes on, 

on my second job, 

I failed multiple times, 

being stressed out, scolded, and feel like giving up,

like quitting is the best way,

but life goes on,

when I realize that I've made bad decisions,

and no way to turn things around,

when only regret comes in mind,

and I see a lot of closed doors,

but life goes on,

when today, I felt stressed out,

when all those dark clouds surrounds my mind,

when "if only" thoughts comes in me, 

I knew that life goes on,

tomorrow is a new day, yesterday is history, 

there's always be a way, new opportunity, 

things are not that serious as it seems to be,

I need to have faith, for God is with me,

for in Him I put my hope, in Him my future lies. 

Jer 29:11 (NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."