It's Your move..

Lately, there are a lot of things running through my mind,
and those problems are not within my power to solve,
I feel like screaming, and complaining, and I just haven't find the right place/time,
[or I'm just too scared, I know it's not the right thing to do]

So I just prayed, [so weak], my thought are saying "if only..."
This morning I came to church and said to God,
"I think now is Your turn, it's Your move God, and no 'skip' is allowed"
"It's about time that You come and save, time for You to make a move"
I came with an expectant heart to get something from God,
Anything to help me, or just a support will do, and I had this conversation;

me:
"God, I feel like I'm climbing the wrong stairs, I've climb so high,
and I can't turn back, I'm stuck, I have no where to go, I see no future"

and God said:
"You are not stuck! you may be moving slowly, you may be crawling, but definitely not stuck!"
"I have a plan and a future for you, and what you're facing right now may need you to climb carefully and slowly, you may even need to stop a while, but you will keep going!"
"I've seen the big picture, and when you look back and see, you'll see what I see, you have your own pace, your own speed, you maybe crawling for now, but you'll have your sprint later on"
"Remember, you will get through this!"

Lord, I pray, bless them, may Your peace and joy abounds in them,
guide them and let not anger, fear, hurt be with them.
and for my other problems, I lift them up to You, o Lord.

It's Your turn, it's Your move!